Tuesday, December 3, 2013

We give up so easy.


Love is never perfect

It's Patient, It’s Kind,

There is no need to argue,

There's no need to lie,

But as humans we get scared

With all our insecurities,

Thinking everybody is better

So begins the jealousy,

And we yearn for that love

With a feeling so unexplainable

Then hits the heart breaks

And love feels like it's unattainable,

We give up so easily,

Thinking our lives are over and done,

 Not realizing the lessons that we have just learned.

So we rush ourselves trying to fill in the hole in our hearts,

Acting surprised when it doesn't feel right and it all falls apart.

Blaming the world for our problems, yelling, "Why does this always happen to me."

Not knowing that we control our own destinies.

But we are blinded by false Love, so we don't understand,

The difference between Love and Lust so we give up again,

Over thinking our problems so we just make it worse.

Crying. Leading to depression. Depression leading to hurt.

Then we stress. Stress leading to more pain. Pain leading to anger. Anger leading to hate.

So we hate the ideal of love and that it surrounds us

And judge everyone thinking it's them you cannot trust

Most times it's true, but how will we truly know.

If we don’t give them time to grow

Look outside the box and let them glow,

But there’s a point where you have to let go

If they cannot fix the bad that they show,

So I see the dilemma, I see why we give up 

But is it worth losing hope in something called love?


Monday, November 25, 2013

I'm not scared, I just have doubt


 So far
Yet so close,
I reach out
Then lose hope,
I don't know why
I can not explain,
But the thought of you breaking me
Is enough pain,
Cause if I fall
I'll fall to deep
Probably faster then time can keep,
So I'll be your buddy
I'll be your friend
It will take time
But I can withstand,
From making a move
From asking you out
Not cause I'm scared
I just have doubt,
Cause you are amazing
personality so unique
The way you talk
I just can't believe,
That in conversation
There is hardly a pause
and if there is
Laughter is defiantly the cause.

When I look at you
The world stands still,
Cause I look in your eyes,
And It feels so real,
The warmth, the comfort,
A joy no one can steal.
They say eyes are the windows to the soul,
I look so much
I should probably know,
But this is why
We could never be,
So I'll never try,
and we will never see,
If you'll take my hand
If I reach out,
But I'm not scared
I just have doubt.


Friday, November 22, 2013

Love Is Not The Word

It creeps upon my face
It pokes at my heart
It's the highlight of my day
And that is just the start

It moves around my mind
It slows and speeds up time
It makes every word want to rhyme
And it continues to climb and climb

It lingers around everyday
Its in between every word we say
It's something that can never be replaced
And it makes life seem like an endless race

The power that it has
Makes me so glad to have
Someone like you in my arms
Its like a spell its like a charm

If this is what it feels like
I'm so glad I feel it with you
I'll keep it close, I'll hold it tight
Cause without it I'm feeling blue

I wish it had a name
So I'll say it, You'll say the same
But I will stick to what I've heard
Even though Love is not the word.