I'm not scared, I just have doubt

 So far

Yet so close,

I reach out

Then lose hope,

I don't know why

I can not explain,

But the thought of you breaking me

Is enough pain,

Cause if I fall

I'll fall to deep

Probably faster then time can keep,

So I'll be your buddy

I'll be your friend

It will take time

But I can withstand,

From making a move

From asking you out

Not cause I'm scared

I just have doubt,

Cause you are amazing

personality so unique

The way you talk

I just can't believe,

That in conversation

There is hardly a pause

and if there is

Laughter is defiantly the cause.

When I look at you

The world stands still,

Cause I look in your eyes,

And It feels so real,

The warmth, the comfort,

A joy no one can steal.

They say eyes are the windows to the soul,

I look so much

I should probably know,

But this is why

We could never be,

So I'll never try,

and we will never see,

If you'll take my hand

If I reach out,

But I'm not scared

I just have doubt.

Love Is Not The Word

It creeps upon my face
It pokes at my heart

It's the highlight of my day
And that is just the start

It moves around my mind
It slows and speeds up time
It makes every word want to rhyme
And it continues to climb and climb

It lingers around everyday
Its in between every word we say
It's something that can never be replaced
And it makes life seem like an endless race

The power that it has
Makes me so glad to have
Someone like you in my arms
Its like a spell its like a charm

If this is what it feels like
I'm so glad I feel it with you
I'll keep it close, I'll hold it tight
Cause without it I'm feeling blue

I wish it had a name
So I'll say it, You'll say the same
But I will stick to what I've heard
Even though Love is not the word.